A Love Story so Elusive

I want to dedicate this blog to the only person in my life that had made my heart beat in such a wonderful and interesting way. I never thought that you will be the most important person in my life. As we first met, I thought that you will just be like all the guys I have met before and just be gone in a while. Now I know, that you will never be that because you have touched me in such a way that I have become certain that you are the guy for me. I have never been certain as this in my life.Thank you for coming into my life, I will never forget you.

And yet as certain as I am, the circumstances seem to be against us and hinders our dream to be with each other. I know that deep in your heart, I will always be there and i truly appreciate that. i just hope that you can still hold on, I know that the rope that ties us together is breaking but I am still hoping that we can fix that. Although if you can't hold on anymore, please let me know if you still want to fix the break and allow us to continue or you want to break it already so that we can move on. Although I really want to be with you, I cannot force you to be with me. i know that you're having difficulty understanding my situation but I hope you will be patient enough to listen and passionate enough to understand me. But I just want you to know that whatever that you will decide, I will always be here waiting for you. I just hope that all will be better and may God bless us...

I love you reji....

Broken trust...

A trust is given to a person whom you have shared your life with and a true friend is someone you can trust with your life. I have met both and it is very frustrating that what I thought was my true friend is the same person that will stab me at the back and will be the reason that I will break the trust of a friend. But I am at the same time grateful since in doing so, I have learned to know who is my real friend.

As a person, I always believe that a friend exceeds any expectations and boundaries. I always believe that a secret between two friends will and should be kept secret even if you quarrel and become enemies. I will have to call that person a true friend and great person. And now, I have come to know that Patrick Villamora or Tatik as I used to call him is not and will never be a true friend. In divulging secrets that we use to share, I have betrayed a friend whom had done nothing wrong to me.

I guess in life you will meet people who will pretend to be a friend and be a friend to you as long as he needs you. I never thought that there are still people like that in this world. Well i was wrong, terribly wrong.

To PV:
"For what it's worth, i want to say sorry. I know that I have broken the trust that you had given me, I wanna say thank you for trusting me before. We may never bring back the same relationship but I want you to know nga la gid ko naghangdum sang malain sa imu. I wished the best for you before and I will still wish the best for you now. I understand what you feel now and don't worry coz I will always be here for you even if hindi mo maapreciate. Thanx again and good bye. God bless!"

A Fresh Start?

I had just been to a meeting of "The Paulinian", the St. Paul University Iloilo's school paper organization and we had plan our activities for the school year 2007-2008. The school paper had been a little bit inactive last year in the sense that there were few meetings and the organization have not been the same as before as our mentor and well respected leader in the person of Nung Vennie had graduated. We have so many plans for the paper this year and we all hope that it would all work out for us. I also hope that the new members will be as enthusiastic as we as before when we first joined the org.

The new members as of now seems to be fine and eager to work as a team and I am hoping for the best.